It’s being awhile since I made time to post…
Busy with school…
Being sick and doing a few visits at the hospital…
I have taken a few breaks from writing…
having so much on my mind…
And not wanting to get it out…
To I was ready to express myself…
Me n my heart…
Being having talks…
More like a battle with me…
I must say I’m Bless…
November has been rough month…
I lost two love one’s…
I mourn them…
And still mourning them…
Sometimes my heart don’t catch up with
My tears…
To its too late…
Sometimes I believe…
Been emotional dead…
Is the best thing for me…
I must say…
It hurts to know…
They gone and not here with me anymore…
I do pray they in better place…
Only God knows…
She was in so much pain…
Now she with him…
No more pain for her…
Bless her soul…
I hated the woman who hit him…
Took his life right there n then…
Some say she had heart attack…
I bet it was after she ran him over…
I can’t ask God
Why?
Cause I know the answer…
It was there time to go…
Even if we don’t believe that
My heart goes out to the love ones
Who in more pain than me…
All we have is memories…
They last a lifetime and some…
Lying in my hospital bed…
I thought of him
And I miss my grandma so much…
That was her last brother to leave
Us, now gone…
I wish…
I coulda had one more talk
With them…
Hear their voice…
One more time…
Look at them…
And let them know…
I love them…
Just One More Time…
12/19/10
PoeticJourney
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